Hit Me Baby One More Time

i dont really know what im writing about here..i have plenty to say, with no way to say it

love? pain? passion? intimacy?

all intertwined in a strange box loop that only boy scouts can make

im not a boy scout.

my loop comes out looking strange, with pieces missing, and not quite complete, with many loose ends, and threads askew

its not a full circle, more like a two hundred and fifty seven degree arc, so, many things fall out, but im trying my best

is my best enough?

i care so much about so many people, but how do i know when care means love

when do i draw the line between compassion, and passion

people think im so easy, but im not, i just dont know what else to do

im not going to have sex with you just because you ask, im sorry

no. im not sorry

you shouldnt have asked me in the first place

i've not much more to say i guess, for some reason, writing this is bring tears to my eyes, and it isnt even that deep of a blog

~Maya~