DINGDINGDING!

Next to the ring:
Maya's Heart
VS
Maya's Logic

DINGDINGDING

BEGIN!!!

Who's gonna win?
Logic's putting up a good fight!
OOOH
Look at that punch
"Pain"
"Manipulation"

Whoooa
How's the heart gonna beat that one?
WOW WHAT A SHOT!
"Happiness"
"Trust"

My goodness this is gonna be quite the fight!
"Anger"
"Devotion"
"Sadness"
"Amazing"
"Beauty"
"Fantastic"

Blow
After
Blow
After
Blow

We have a winner.

Confidence

Finally
Starting to gain
A little of it

Confidence

Its hard in the
Beginning

But luckily
It eventually
Comes

Slow and steady
Thats what im doing
Right now

I'm hoping to keep it
That
Way

Things dont go as
Well
As I'd like them too
When I
Rush
Things

I rushed everything
Else

And this is one thing where
I
Vow to keep my
Patience

And hopefully that works in
My
Favor

Here's to
Confidence

If's

So many
What ifs
If this happened
If that happened
Its natural
Really it is
We all have insecurities
We all have fears
What makes us strong
And courageous
Is our ability to
Overcome our fears
To look them in the face
And tell them
Shut
The
Fuck
Up.

Because if we keep looking at the what ifs
In the
Future
How can we enjoy that ares
In the
Present

I know I have my problem
I know I sometimes
Need to think about the
Consequences
Of my actions
But that doesnt mean
Im going to let my fears
Keep me down
I'd much rather just act
Then sit in a corner and be
Terrified

I just told this to her
And I'll say it now

There is a difference
Between
Intuition
and
Insecurities

One protects
The other
Holds you back

I'd rather get hurt twenty years from now
Then hide right now
I'll enjoy life
And have a good time

So suck it.

Simple

Oh my
Happy
=]

Parrrrtayyyy

Partay-ed Today!
Shannons
Taras
Selwyns
CAKE!
Total fun stuffs =]

Up down Up down

That is how you make me feel
But there are lots of ups
Just big downs
But -shrug-
Who cares
I's having fun
=]

Supposed to be..

Im supposed to be
Adjusting
And im Supposed to be
Getting used to it
But I dont wanna
I wanna yell
And scream
And i want to do so
Without risking my relationship
These are my requests
Is it too much to ask
For a guy who will allow you to yell
And scream
And be a bitch
Who wont be angry afterwards?
Please let me know if im being unreasonable
Actually dont let me know
I might eat your toes.

I Never Knew You

Listening to this song
Makes me feel crazy
But at the same time
Like I'm not the only one
Who thinks these thoughts
When they see someone
Walking down the street
Maybe I'm a psychopath
Maybe I'm homicidal
But all i know is
SOmetimes I see you walking down the street
And can imagine my
Obsession
Affection
Its like
Love
Only sinister
Because I dont want you
But no one else can have you.
You're too good for everyone else
I know this from our first incounter
An incounter of the deadly kind
Im just too much of a chicken to actually do anything.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

" You're always dying inside that much closer to home
On a crowded street corner surrounded by people all alone
Pain in the heart, rain in the dark, the womb is glum and bitter
She walks around the corner, it's like she brought the sun with her
Then everything just brightened up, I couldn't make this up
My fingers in my eyes as she walked by like I was waking up
And so many words, I couldn't string a sentence together to bother her
I instantly forgot all my plans and started to follow her

It's like the sky opened and God handed you directly to me
I know it sounds crazy but so is life, I'm sinking
And feeling like your heart is beating solely for me

Your legs are long and toned, you must be walking home
I love the way your lips move when you're talking on your phone
Intoxicating, truly? impurities
Plague every thought of you while I'm trailing you like you're security
Lost, we couldn't know our paths would cross but time knew it
Feet sticking out the window, a opportunity climbing through it
Pain for sale, looking to find a new taker
Chance to speak blown, when you looked at me I looked in the newspaper

Because the sky opened and God handed you directly to me
I know it sounds crazy but so is life, I'm sinking
And feeling like your heart is beating solely for me

I'm miles out of my way, creepy, I want more
Was gonna turn back but you stuck your key in your front door
I'm standing across the street, stars that aligned us to meet
Standing outside with your trash feeling incomplete
My finger aching for your doorbell like a random blog
Instead I lurk outside in the cold like an abandoned dog
Perish the thought, you should cherish the words that I got in my mouth
The only words that can truly explain how I got in your house

Because the sky opened and God handed you directly to me
I know it sounds crazy but so is life, I'm sinking
And feeling like your heart is beating solely for me
Unlikely, impossible, I couldn't dream to think it
There's something happening between us you can't deceive
I'm so in over my head I've learned to breathe in it
Your eyes are screaming and you're saying no baby to me
If there was a way out I think you would've taken it
My hands and arms are the only way that you can leave
Face to face for the first time, you feel what I'm feeling
Selfishly no longer breathing because of me"

~I Never Knew You by Cage

Ohohohohhh

Today is auditions
Song that means lots to me
Hope i can show that
And not absolutely kill it

Am

Hm
I dont really know what to say
I feel empty
But not in a bad way
Just in a..
Empty way
Im not happy
Im not sad
I just am
-nods-

To Stupid face:

I hate you

Intro to Stupid face

Stupid face says:
Yes
-i do fall to hard for people to fast-
Because you NEED to have someone you've fallen for
Its easier to think about other people than yourself

Well Stupid face you have yet to tell me whether
That makes my feelings are any less genuine
Simply because it happened faster

I dont think so
Just because it happened faster
Doesnt make me feel any different
Its how i feel
Just not as slow as others go
So shush Stupid face
Noone asked you anyway -_-

Me? Who is Me?

Is a jealous
Whiny
And
Needy
Girlfriend

You will figure this out soon

I'm Happy

Today was a good day
Yessiree doodle
I just thought i'd share this with the rest of the blogger world
Please continue along your normal blogger ways
No biggy
Unless you're me
Than its a biggy -nods-

Ode To Puking

Puking is icky
Unless its juice.
Then sometimes
Its quite tasty.

-bows-

Thank you, thank you!

Blahblahblah

Drama drama everywhere
Drama drama i dont care
Drama drama you're so fake
Drama you should masturbate!

=]

Days Like These

I take a left turn
Instead of a right
You all hate me for it
Well get over it
I'm left handed.

Now I realize who really is my friend.

Hehe

=]
I like you

Huh

I feel good
Feel free
Feel relieved
Im content with life
Good things may come later
But things are going good

=]

Accepting

Im supposed to be doing this thing
Call accepting
And dealing
And moving on
But I dont think I'm ready for that
So until then
I'll continue hoping
And wishing
And wanting
Honestly
When did those things become so...
Bad?

Change

Painful
Wonderful
Unwanted
Needed
Hated
Cherished
Always there
Not when you need it
Infinite
If only everything else was.