Can Someone Give Me an A-Minor?

You would think that after almost four months, i'd be over you

You are dating my best friend, and you two are totally in love with each other -or so you say, i have my doubts-

Me and you will not work

So why is it that when i listened to that cd.. all those feelings came back to me?

The feelings of love, pain, and worry came back

What happened to us? We used to be so perfect, the best of friends, and we told each other everything. Remember that survey question?

"Who's is the first person you confide in? Maya"

Is that true anymore? I would still come to you, if you would have me

But i guess you wont, you are too wrapped up in your relationship, it sounds so selfish, but there it is

You and catherine
Inseparable

Both of you are my close friends

And both of you have left me for each other

Am i supposed to shrug my shoulders and say okay? Move on and pretend i dont still care about you?

My heart aches with pain everytime i see you with her

Is it because i still love you? or because im worried about you?

Can it be both?

What am i supposed to do, i refuse to just let this fall apart

You are my best friend, and i cant stand by and watch us disinegrate into nothing.

~Maya~